Last one week had been very hectic... There have been a lot of issues at work.. Deadlines missed, clients unhappy... Team finding difficult to manage things... The week which started very well, by me making Dum Aaloo and Sandesh for Sunday Lunch ended up really bad....
After hectic week Saturday morning my day was made.. I saw Gomes on video chat... It was a treat for my eyes and my heart to see him ... After 2 whole weeks since the time he has left India I was seeing him for the first time... I was all so happy though since I didnt have a webcam he could see me then ;) ... Saturday passed in some house hunting activity with Amma n Appa...
Evening was nice, met couple of friends and then went out for Dinner at Dhaba with Sumanth, Dharini, Hari, Snigdha and Shankar...
We ordered for Rajasthani Thali.. Ummm amazing food Dal, Kadhi, Aaloo ki sabji, Bhindi ki sabji, chawla, Gutta, Bajre ki roti dahi, phulka, chawal, papad, ... Was missing home food soooo much and this filled my taste buds....
Came back home after a stomach full of good food and heart full of good laugh... and then again till late in the night Video chat.. Seriously thank U GOOGLE.. U made my day...
Come sunday morning and we fought.. :( ...his Saturday made bad and my sunday worse.. whole day passed with house hold chores and some office work in the evening..and its late in the night and we have still not resolved...
Why it hurts.. it hurts very bad to fight with the people u love... but I guess every individual is different and there ways of reconciliation is different.. My friends say the first year of marriage is very difficult.. with my experience some times I agree with them and sometimes I dont.. but right now I m feeling terrible.. I just hope such days are not there in our lives...
This blog helps me pen down.. this is why even when I just feel like crashing down I m writing... I hope things get better..and we get better tooo and somewhere in my heart I m too full to take things... Give us peace .. please god give us peace & a little bit of patience to me...
After hectic week Saturday morning my day was made.. I saw Gomes on video chat... It was a treat for my eyes and my heart to see him ... After 2 whole weeks since the time he has left India I was seeing him for the first time... I was all so happy though since I didnt have a webcam he could see me then ;) ... Saturday passed in some house hunting activity with Amma n Appa...
Evening was nice, met couple of friends and then went out for Dinner at Dhaba with Sumanth, Dharini, Hari, Snigdha and Shankar...
We ordered for Rajasthani Thali.. Ummm amazing food Dal, Kadhi, Aaloo ki sabji, Bhindi ki sabji, chawla, Gutta, Bajre ki roti dahi, phulka, chawal, papad, ... Was missing home food soooo much and this filled my taste buds....
Came back home after a stomach full of good food and heart full of good laugh... and then again till late in the night Video chat.. Seriously thank U GOOGLE.. U made my day...
Come sunday morning and we fought.. :( ...his Saturday made bad and my sunday worse.. whole day passed with house hold chores and some office work in the evening..and its late in the night and we have still not resolved...
Why it hurts.. it hurts very bad to fight with the people u love... but I guess every individual is different and there ways of reconciliation is different.. My friends say the first year of marriage is very difficult.. with my experience some times I agree with them and sometimes I dont.. but right now I m feeling terrible.. I just hope such days are not there in our lives...
This blog helps me pen down.. this is why even when I just feel like crashing down I m writing... I hope things get better..and we get better tooo and somewhere in my heart I m too full to take things... Give us peace .. please god give us peace & a little bit of patience to me...
I am sure and I hope things get better. By the time you see this comment, things would have sorted out.
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hope penning down ur thoughts made u feel a little lighter....remember "This too shall pass".......take care sweetie....
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ReplyDeletewell I don't usually comment on peoples blog but this line "My friends say the first year of marriage is very difficult" jus wanted me to pop in something here.Don't see it as a difficulty see it as an opportunity- an opportunity to know the other person more.If there is a relationship WITHOUT any fights then it CANNOT be a true one cause with love comes expectation with expectation comes hurt and only by fights i.e expressing yourself will you know the other person better. Simple example: after over 2 decades of marriage life our parents still fight :) any way hope you ok and wish for my fights :)
take care
akbar
Thanks for your wishes all... However the post was just a pour of my thoughts...Though as all ur wishes we are back on track :) ...
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